Well, here goes....
Last night we got the news that my mom has been diagnosed with Acute Myelogenous Leukemia. I know, it's a mouthful, so from here on out we'll refer to it as AML.
She had been feeling sick and fatigued for the past couple weeks but we just figured that it was a seasonal cold combined with the fatigue that comes with putting on a family wedding. That's right, our very own Sean Gaynor Beall got married last week (February 2nd) to the beautiful Courtney Reynolds (now Beall). Whoo! It's about time, Seanski. He got a winner, that's for sure!
The day of Sean's rehearsal dinner (February 1st) my mom went to the doctor to get antibiotics so she would be well for the wedding. For some reason they took her blood and realized that her white, red & platelet cell counts were severely low (50% of what they should be). Her doctor immediately made an appointment to have multiple scans done. She met with an Oncologist to remove some of her blood marrow for testing. It is there where they found the leukemia cells.
A little history on AML....
Acute myelogenous leukemia (AML) is a cancer of the blood and bone marrow - the spongy tissue inside bones where blood cells are made. It's called acute leukemia because it progresses rapidly and affects immature blood cells, rather than mature ones. It's called myelogenous leukemia because it affects a group of white blood cells, such as red blood cells, white blood cells & platelets. AML is the most common form of leukemia. It worsens quickly if not treated, but it initially responds well to treatment.
Well, I think my dad put it best when he said at least aCUTE myelogenous leukemia is better than anUGLY myelogenous leukemia. Mwahaha....yeah, he's still laughing about that one. Don't encourage him. ;)
So, what's next? Well, right now I am sitting in the hospital room watching Pamela Sue nap as she receives a 4-hour blood transfusion. She will be admitted to OHSU early next week where she will start intensive chemotherapy and will be in the hospital for a month.
Yes, of course it's hard to hear such news as this but boy, is this woman a fighter! When she called all of us kids to share the lovely news she kept saying (as we were all blubbering on the other end of the line), "You know, it is what it is and we are going to take this one day at a time and rejoice that we have today." The Lord is her strength and source of joy...and we are all going to cling to that as we begin this crazy journey together.
It's obvious that this woman is SO LOVED by so many people - we have already been bombarded with phone calls, emails and visits. She is definitely blessed to have you all as a source of support ... and we are blessed to have her in our lives, that's for sure!
More to come...
Much love,
Lindsay Sue Beall
69 comments:
Lindsay, you created a beautiful tribute to your mom! It took me, a non-techie, a few seconds to figure out to hit "comments," rather than "sign in," but here I am. I appreciate the medical explanation, so I know just what your mom is fighting.
Pam, it was wonderful to hear your voice. I will be with you in thought and prayer every step of the way to your recovery. Please let us know when you can and feel like visitors and anything else we might do to help you and your family.
Love,
Denie
Well Lindsay ... how can you stuff Kleenex on the internet to Orange County? I see such courage from your mom ... and then YOU TOO! This is the beautiful Courtney Diana's (ex-Reynolds- now Sean's bride!) Aunt Di Di - or Diana.
I am so sorry this is happening to your mom. She is such a tower of strength and it's beene such a blessing getting to know you all during the wedding prep and celebrations. Courtney is really blessed to be part of a wonderful family. I will be praying for you all. Know that our Lord will see you through all of this and remember above all else, this world is just a pit stop compared to all of eternity and Heaven. It's hard to believe ... since we love life here, so much ... but we can only imagine what's ahead for all of us.
Thank you for the blog please tell your mom hello and give her a hug.
Fondly, Your Sister In Christ
Diana Jeansonne-Spearman
Sue Reynolds' big sister from the OC
Lindsay,
Thank you so much for doing this! Mike & I really want to keep up on how your mom is doing, what she is doing, how she's feeling -- and we want her to know we're thinking and praying for her constantly. It truly is a "one day at a time" situation and it is in God's hands. I'm so glad she has such a wonderful family to support her, as well as a lot of great friends.
Pam -- you are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love always,
Susan & Mike
Pamela Sue --
I was so very sad to hear the news that you're having to go through this medical challenge! However, I know only too well how strong you are, having roomed with you in the sorority house and being good friends ever since! I will be thinking of you and praying for your recovery each and every day. Thanks so much to Lindsay for creating this vehicle for us to keep up to date on your treatments and to send you our love and support. Be strong, my friend!
Love & Loyalty,
Judy Lininger
Oh my goodness... Lindsay, thank you for setting up this means of communication. Also, thank you for your clear, concise definition of ALM. When you referred to your mom's comments to each of you, it made me smile and I could hear her voice in my head. She always speaks so clearly and truly from her heart. Pam, I have always admired how you stay in the moment, gather your resources from within and go forward to meet life's challenges. I know your deep, abiding faith is a great source of strength for you. It will continue to serve you well as you tackle what is ahead. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. Take care, mn
Hey There Pam,
It's great your daughter Lindsey set up this blog site as a place where you can communicate with all your friends and visa versa. I know Phyl's CaringBridge blog site has been one of the single biggest sources of inspiration as she fights her fight as well.
I listened in on the conversation you and Phyl had yesterday morning... and you two appear to be cut from the same cloth: courageous and strong women who have great faith in the Lord.
Your faith and ALL the love that will come your way through this wonderful blog site is just what you'll need to defeat this cancer.
I just hate that "Mr. Cranky" has two wonderful women in his grip. But I just KNOW that both of you are going to prevail in this battle. Phyl and I will be praying for you everyday. We will ask that the chemo cocktails you serve up for Mr. Cranky will knock him down and TOTALLY OUT!!
Thinking of you from Atlanta...
Coby Sillers
Dear Pam,
I'm so glad Lindsay set this up for you. Aren't we blessed to have children with computer skills. I had to call Cory to walk me thru the process of answering your blog. Like Denny, I was trying the "sign in" rather than "comments."
I now know why I was so compelled to call you last week--then work got in the way and I put the call off. Oh, how I regret that decision. I wasn't much of an employee yesterday as you were on my mind constantly.
How many times have you told me "It is what is, take one day at a time and rejoice in what we have today?"
You have always been a tower of strength for me and always been there when I needed you. Hopefully, thru prayer, I can now return the favor. Your faith and example of how to 'live' that faith will touch so many lives (just in case Phyl missed any).
You know that you will be in our prayers daily for a speedy and full recovery. If you can have visitors, count on me!!
Love to you and your family.
Janet
Dear Pam, oh beautiful mother-of-the-groom! You have been so strong and such a good support for so many people. Now it's our turn to support you. There are so many people who care about you and will be with you in these coming weeks and months. Let us know how we can help.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Love,
Nancy
Pam
Guess I missed something while in training--they asked for a nickname (thought they had to have one) so typed in the old camp name. Little did I know they were going to print the darn thing. I can't call Cory back and admit to being so lame. Ohhhh
Janet
Pam, Lindsay, and the rest of the family . . .
Truly sorry to hear of your recent diagnosis, Pam. I just know God will see you and the rest of your family through these challenging trials. Pam, in just meeting you last month, and seeing you again at Sean's wedding, it seems I've known you for a long time. There is a peace about you, that I know will prevail through this difficult circumstance. I am praying for you especially, and your family.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your OWN understanding. Acknowledge Him in all your ways, and he will direct your path."
Thank you, Lindsay for setting up this blog, you're a source of strength for your mom, thank you for that!
Many blessings!
--Susanna Joy (Courtney's cousin in O.C.)
Dear Pam,
I'm so excited about your BLOG! As everyone has said, it will be one of the best ways for you to know how many people love you and are pulling for you. I am at the head of your cheer squad and know YOU can do this. As you said yesterday, "I'm going to take it one minute at a time and let God lead me." Praise the Lord! When you are victorious over your ALM, all of your prayer warriors will be, too. Thanks, Lindsay, for this BLOG. I love you, dear one! L&L, Phyl
Dear Lindsay and Pam:
Thank you, Lindsay, for setting up a way for us to keep connected to your mom while she fights this battle. Those of us far way appreciate this very much.
Pam, you have always been an inspiration and positive example for the rest of us. Now I hope to give you the support you need to keep strong as you have done for me when I needed you. Cherish the love from your family and friends and take good care of yourself. Know that my constant thoughts and prayers are with you, dear friend.
Love, Penny
Dear Pam,
WOW! I just saw you a month ago and you looked great...now you tell me you've got ALM? How can that be? You've faced the big "C" once and won(that should have been enough for a life time!)and I've no doubt you can do it again. I hate that you have to go through the struggle, though. You know how much your AXO sisters love you and we are with you all the way...every damn step! Would love to know when you're able to have visitors...maybe the "Valley Girls" can carpool up to see you.
Prayers and positive thoughts are coming your way. L&L, Susy
You and the gang will be in my thoughts and prayers. If there's ever anything I can do, don't hesitate to ask!
Love,
Randy
Hi Linds and Paunce:) Hope this works 'cuz as I told you, I have no idea how to respond to a blog.
Lindsay, thank you for doing this for Pam. What a wonderful gift to her as she travels this new road. And what a wonderful way for us to communicate with her, and you too, when we are limited by hospital rules, distance, or whatever.
Paunce, oh how I wish I could be there, or nearby for you, instead of clear down here in Klamath Falls. Just to be able to sit in the waiting room like Mom and Dad did would be so comforting I think. We'll come soon. Remember the cute little guy you gave me when I was in the hospital in Oct? The thing around his neck says "You're gonna make it". I'm going to pass it back to you when I get to see you.
Now let's see if I can figure out how to send this.
God is good --- ALL the time.
Loving you and praying for you multiple times a day.
Duence
Linds! This is awesome, and you are an amazing girl!
"Pampie Pammie", you are such an inspiration to so many. I'm so glad this blog is here, so you can see how you've touched so many lives! I can see how this will be such an encouragement to you along this new road you must walk. We love you and are praying for you!
Isaiah 40:29,31 "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak...those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength."
Loving you and lifting your family up to the Lord,
Carrie-bean
Pam and Lindsay, you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. It is good to see you are finding both humor, courage and strength. Keep it up!
Daylene Long
Hi Pam,Lindsey and all the family,
This is the first time I have ever blogged and it is an amazing tool. I am so glad that we have this to keep up to date on what is happening and what you need.
Bob and I and the children are holding you in our hearts and keeping you in our prayers.
Bob is working on a new routine to keep you laughing :)
Just remember listening to your stereo once Bob hooked it up and listening to the records your Mom had saved. I remember how amazing your voice was as we listened to you sing on one of the records. You sounded like an angel.....but I have always felt you were a special angel who I am so lucky to have as my friend.
We love you. Marci
Lindsay, thanks so much for setting this up. Carol Flannery told me she saw you at church and she gave me the website. Patti Froe has been keeping me up to date on the tests and all. I am so sorry about this news, but I had no doubt you would handle it this way Pam. It has always been so apparent who you live for. We have the promise that He will never leave us, and you not only have Him, but your wonderful family too. Lindsay, please call me if there is anything you need. Eddie and I are both available and would love to help. Pam, we will be in constant prayer for you and your family. I will come see you when you are ready for visitors. Love you, Barb
Pam, you are a beautiful person inside and out. You will fight a valliant fight, knowing all along that you are not alone. You have so many friends who are supporting you in your battle. We love you.
Stay strong.
Kathleen
We love you Beall Family! And yes Pam you are a fighter, there is NO doubt!
Just wanted to let you know your friends in Arkansas are praying for you!
Linds, thanks for this way of updating us..if there is anything we can do to help, just call!
Love all of you,
Sydney & Tom
Pam...you look beautiful..so thankful to see you yesterday. Here is Brenda Kay's Wigs phone number:503-223-8092. She is so dear, creative, and encouraging. Barb and I want to offer babysitting for Hiliary's girls when she comes up..We would so love doing that.
As one of your dear friends stated...let us all be there for you and your wonderful family.. Love you, Carol
Pam...you look beautiful..so thankful to see you yesterday. Here is Brenda Kay's Wigs phone number:503-223-8092. She is so dear, creative, and encouraging. Barb and I want to offer babysitting for Hiliary's girls when she comes up..We would so love doing that.
As one of your dear friends stated...let us all be there for you and your wonderful family.. Love you, Carol
Pam - I hate to think that this is what it will take for us to get together, but northward bound I shall be when you feel up to it. I am so sorry you have to deal with this, but know you are up to the battle with His power and strength and the support and love of your family and so many friends. I have never been on a blog before, so am tip-toeing my way through to figure out what to do. I will be checking in daily. Thank you, Lindsay, for doing this. I hope we can meet one day soon. Love you, Pam, you are truly my forever friend! Marianne
Pam:
I was so sorry to get the news that you have been dealt another challange. It just doesn't seem fair, but you are right we do what we have to do. You have shown in the past how incredibly strong you are and I know you will beat this. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you and I look forward to seeing you at Marian's FWO next summer.
Love and Loyalty, Lynne VZ
Pam: Jeff and I want you to know that we are committed to praying for you faithfully. We are so blessed to have the whole Beall family in our lives. If there is anything that we can do, please do not hesitate to call. Lindsey, thank you so much for doing this for your Mom, you are the best sweetie! We love you, Jeff and Geneva
Dear Pam:
When we were growing up they told us that as we aged we would enter the golden years. If we look at our bodies and endurance these years are more brown then gold. But when we look back and remember the kindness of others, the smiles on our children's faces, and maybe that one time when our actions had a profound positive impact on a lost soul; these are the golden years. What greater gift in the world than a happy memory.
Although our interactions have been limited, you have always been the cohesive bond for the Portland band of Conns, Bealls, Randles, and Mackintoshes.
There has never been a time where I have not thought of you as a good and very kind person. You truly make those around you want to be better people.
Michael Mackintosh
God bless you.
The Apple does not fall far from the tree in this case. Very nicely done Lindsay.
As for Dear Pam - well, if there's some good news in my receiving a similiar type email from our hs classmate Joel Gooing, it's that he has twice beat Limfoma in the past and is starting the process once again with a positive attitude. Joel will be driving his classic Vette down to Klamath later this summer when we might have a mini class reunion for the 64's, coinciding with the class of '63's 45th. Can U believe it?
So we expect positive results from you as well, and look forward to seeing your beaming wide smile gracing the environs of good old Klamath. Keep that Faith sister and be seeing you soon.
Wee Sing (for you)
Tom Schiff in San Diego
Pam-
The outpouring of support from your family and friends says it all. We all are thinking of you, pulling and praying for you during this next challenge. You have the faith, strength, and grace to meet it, as you have others in the past. You are in my thoughts and prayers each day.
Thank goodness for tech smart children! These blogs are wonderful.
Take care,
Love & Loyalty,
Nancy W
Lindsay - what a good daughter you are - such a good example for so many! Pam, you have always been such a sweet, wonderful, loving, easy-going, and funny person! You have not changed in 30 years! You will fight this, and you will win. There are times in life when we do the best we can, and the rest we leave up to God. This is one of those times! You're in good hands, Pam. We all love you very much, and I'll be praying for your speedy recovery.
With love, as always
Donna Randle
Pam ~ Beall family,
You are an amazing with such strength and courage and much humor, I am always reminded by writing my neighbor has on her wall"we laugh to survive" if that's not the truth!! My loving thoughts and prayers are with you all and if ever I can be of help, am only a phone call away.
Love, Sarah
Aunt Pam,
You have been one of my families biggest cheerleaders, now it is our turn. We are ready to fight the fight with you. We are praying for you and love you so much.
Love,
Rosie and Jens
Pam & Linds,
You two are like 2 peas in a pod so it is easy to love Pam because she's is a big part of why Lindsay is one of the best people I know. Pam, I always remember what a great story you have of creating your company and going through the ups and downs and one thing I definitely have thought of you before is that you are a fighting, strong woman. This will add to the depth of your story. I am praying for your recovery and for the encouragement of your family.
Love, Lisa Armour
Hi Pam, I just learned from Marianne that you are facing a new experience in life.You can be assured that you have so many of us thinking and praying for you each and every day. A new experience for me was watching and at various times being involved in your fathers funeral service.I will never forget the bond, the strength, the love, that was communicated by you and all your family members to each other, and to those of us attending the service.That day was a great experience.
I know from that experience you will have so much family and friend support to help you thru the days ahead.
In those tough moments ahead think of the days some 50 or so years ago when we were neighbors on Eldorado when we would ride our tricycles out in the street, there were no sidewalks-would not have mattered anyway,walking to and from Roosevelt, the proms,wow, we have had a long friendship.
Sharon and I will have you in our thoughts and prayers.
You have a strong faith, and have always had a strong determination, you will prevail.
Love you Pam. ww
Lindsay, I am so glad that we bumped into each other yesterday. I believe it was definitely a God ordained meeting! Thanks for directing me to the blog. If there is any way I can help, please let me know!
Pam, You know you are in my prayers! You are a strong lady, so keep fighting. Your family is so precious. You are so loved by them and so many friends. I am sorry you have to go through this time. I go to the Lord, trusting he will keep you in His care. I pray you can have a "peace that surpasses all understanding" as you go through treatment. I pray for healing! You have been a dear friend through the years and I will continue to send lots of love and prayers your way!
Love,
Caron
Pam,
My youngest son asked me to teach a Valentines song to his class on Monday..."Skinamarink a dink a dink" (is that how you say it?). Anyway, one of the kids shouted, "that's a Wee Sing song!" My thoughts immediately went to you and how much you have been a role model to me as a strong woman of God. You gave me an incredible book just at the time when I needed it most years ago and was always there with an encouraging word when I did see you. I was so touched by the love and concern you showed me even when I was just "one of your daughter's friends."
I spoke to Hilary over the phone last night and caught up on many missed months. In tears, she told me of your diagnosis. I've been praying for you all day and asked God to reveal some sort of word of encouragement that would somehow meet up to how you had encouraged me so much in the past (and present just through example). I got a visual of your beautiful daughter (one of them, that is) leading worship years ago. Hilary sang "open up the doors and let the music play.. let the streets resound with singing. Songs that bring your hope, and songs that bring your joy... dancers who dance upon injustice." I pictured you and your family rejoicing...strange, huh? I felt like God was going to bring joy in so many areas through this. I'm not sure exactly if this particular worship song hits a chord with you right now or in the future, but I know worship has always been such a huge part of your life.
I will keep you in my prayers and worship with you in my heart.
Love from Nashville,
Robin
Lindsay,
I have not had the privilege of getting to know your mom as my parents did (Steve & Laurie Binney), but our family has been enjoying your mom's Wee Sing CDs for many years now. My kids know all the words to numerous Bible and patriotic songs thanks to them.
We will be praying for you all as you embark on this journey. Right now we’re studying Joseph in our ladies Bible study at church. The study is entitled “God Meant it for Good.” It’s been an incredible look at how God, always sovereign, always present - no matter how it feels at the time - takes us on paths we might not have envisioned for ourselves… all to get us where we need to be in the end. What an exciting thing to be confident in... that God wants good things for us… ‘“For I know the plans that I have for you,’ declares the Lord, ‘plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.”’ Jeremiah 29:11 NASB.
Your family has been a blessing to our family! Thank you!
Stacee Taft (Mark, Duncan & Savannah, too)
Pam--I am thinking about you often and lifting prayers up all of the time for my dear sweet friend of so long. boy the prayers are flying from every direction--isn't it wonderful. bye for now, Cherri
Hello Lindsay and Pam. Chuck Costanzo from Grants Pass here, a HS classmate of one the classy people I remember from roaming the halls of KU. Good luck to you Pam. You will beat this thing, as others have. It will be my distict pleasure cross paths with you again someday soon and be the recipient of that beaming Pam smile.
Pammie Sue,
Well I shouldn't have read this at work. What a getter. I have resisted writing here, hard to express publicly how much you mean to me and how hard it is to have you walk through this except for the knowledge that God has an amazing plan and you are His and He is so pleased with you. I am hiding and watching to see all He does.
Cin
Pam, as one who thought computers would not catch on I must thank you for thinking of those of us who are still learning. Your advice relative to taking it day by day is sage advise. I have had several friends who have succesfully battled similar obstacles with that kind of positive attitude.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
I can't believe your son got married. The last time I saw him it was while Ron was changing his diapers!
Keep smiling!
Don Maltase
Pam and Beall,
I am thinking of the whole Beall clan lots right now. I am praying for your process and recovery. It is clear that you will have lots of support throughout this ordeal, and you deserve every bit of it! I admire your spirit and attitude throughout this, Pam. It is so inspiring.
Lots of love,
Beth
Dear Pam,
Another AXO sister is sending positive thoughts and prayers your way. You have so much strength and such a great attitude I know you can beat this!
Penny C.
Pam and family,
I remember running into you with my parents a couple years ago. I have such found memories of growing up at Rolling Hills with Hilary and Lindsay. God bless the technology to connect us again after all these years.
I will be praying for you Pam. May you continue to feel His presence and remember that He is holding you in the palm of His mighty hand. As a child of the living savior, He was there with you when you got the diagnosis, when you were getting the transfusion and as you had to tell your family. May you feel the peace that passes all understanding.
In Him,
Kim Sather (aka Kimi McCullough)
Hi again, Pam. Just wanted to let you know how many of your former Pelican friends have been asking about you. Some have sent you messages and others have simply voiced their love and concern. Wow... God's switchboard must be on overload because I think the amount of prayers that are being whispered for you is tremendous!! And of course you are constantly in MY thoughts and prayers. I check the blog daily for an update. Hang in there, Pamela!!
Love you - marianne
Hi Pam --
This is my third attempt in the last two days to add a comment! I need a young person around, apparently.
My thoughts have been with you all day, wondering how things are going and hoping the doctors are setting your course of treatment towards wellness. My love to you and your family.
Love, Judy Lininger
Dearest Pam: As Marianne said - more of us Ex (read old) Pels are gradually checking in - and here's wishing you smooth sailing for the next 30 days. As I may have noted in an email, I am more of a Doubting Thomas type when it comes to matters of faith (didn't get my mom's rockhard faith - or what your many great friends have) - but I do always remember what our Football Coach/American History teacher, Mr. Williams used to say - benefit of his WWII time: There are no atheists in foxholes.
Ergo - I am offering up a "wee" prayer to the man above, and look forward to seeing you in the next year? - perhaps at a mini-reunion we '64ers hope to have this summer in Klamath in Sep? - possibly in conjunction with that "older" class of '63.
Anyhow, nuff for now, and keep that super smile beaming wide.
Tom in San Diego
Lindsay, WOW - what a wonderful site you have created! Thank you so much for giving us all an easy to understand overview of ALM. I am not sure if your Mom received the email that I sent to her earlier this week, so I will include it here:
Pam, I am so very, very sorry to hear your news. Please know that I am thinking about you daily and keeping you in my prayers. It must be so very tough and you one can’t help but ask “why me?”. God has a way of throwing us curve balls and testing our strength and ability – I am confident you will get through this. It likely won’t be easy, but you are such a special, special person whom I admire so very much. I am sending you my strength. Love, Cousin Kate
Pam... The outpouring of support and well wishes within this blog are a testament to the impact you've made on your family and friends. Everyone has a different story, but they a share one common theme….Pam Beall is a special woman. I am confident you will beat this illness because I know the passion and fight in your heart. Much love to you and your family.
Love, Brian Bartsch
Hello Bealls,
This Blog was such a good idea, and it makes London not seem so far away from Oregon. Thank you for providing us all away to not feel out of touch. I am so sorry you all have to go through this rough time- but I hope you can find peace with all of the love, support and strength of your family and friends. Please take care - Pam please know how much I respect admire and love you, you will handle this scary challenge with the charm and class of the hero you have always been.
xxxx Kristin Gallagher (Grosshandler)
Hi Pam! I've just read all the blogs sent to you! You do have a lot of friends! You and your family are in our prayers.Denny and I have both traveled on the "cancer journey" and we're so sorry you must be on that road again for a time. We will check the blog frequently to be updated on your treatment.Love & prayers from Patty (Bratton) McMahon
Yo Pam. Check out our rare hopeful for the Olympic Gold in the Marathon, that being Ryan Hall. see: http://www.signonsandiego.com/uniontrib/20080215/news_1s15uscross.html
Blond locks flowing as he runs - Ryan - grew up at altitude, by Big Bear Lake down here - 30 miles or so NE of Palm Springs, and it's at about 6,800 feet, the same elevation those champion Kenyans train at. He is probably our best shot at winning the Marathon in the Olympics in over 35 years - since Frank Shorter did it in 1972.
I will send you the cover of the National Cross Country Championship program - which he signed after I said it's for a friend who is undergoing chemotherapy. Now, I don't know if he normally signs things this way, as he is a very religious young man, but the scripture he ends with is, Isaiah 40:31. Perhaps Marianne or one of your many friends can help me out with that lesson.
There were also a couple guys from Oregon who finished in the top 10 this afternoon, but I didn't get their names.
Best. Tom
USA CROSS COUNTRY CHAMPIONSHIPS
Flying feats
Isaiah 40:31 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
Hello Pam,
You are in our thoughts in Bend. Both Janie and I are praying for you and know that you will fight and win this challange.
And thank you Lindsay for setting up this blogg. I have to admit, I had to call my son Kyle, to fully understand how the heck to send a message. But now we have it and we old baby boomers only need to be told once and we are set.
One short story, Pam. Remember traveling in Europe only 30++++ years ago. We were in Vienna, and you, the great shopper, found many treasures that needed to go home with you.... The only problem, we had three people, luggage and an old VW bug!!! We made it, but it was a bit cramped.
I am certain everyone visiting this site has wonderful memories,
this is just one of mine. As time passes, I am sure other stories will come to mind.
Hang in there and continue to fight the fight. You have a large army of supporters!
Oran
Dear Pam and Entire Beall Family --It's Tuesday 2/19, so you are nearly done with your first 7 days on the road to beating this! We wish you tremendous love and extra strength, and are certain the "fighter" in you will overcome this! This is my second attempt to send a note to you, as I am obviously "blog challenged" (had to get advice from our son Brian!), but I guess I am in good company since I read through comments from others who were also first timers and having some issues, too! We wish you much love and the quickest road to complete recovery -- Fritz and Lynn Bartsch
I was thinking and praying for you today. I can just picture you surrounded by your family and friends with the Lord right in the midst of it all. We are all cheering you on as you battle. You are so loved. I bumped into Nancy Klein at the store on Sunday and she had just been to see you. She said you were in good spirits and definitely surrounded by many visitors. I talked with Nate today and he will give Kyle a call to see how things are going for him. I know you have some hard times ahead but we are with you and the Lord is your sustainer! God bless you, friend!
Love,
Caron
Hi Pam,
Susan and Mike told me how I could send you a note. I just wanted to tell you that we are thinking about you in this time of continued challenge. You are such a strong, creative, positive and vibrant spirit with so much love that I'm sure you will overcome this. Pam, you have touched the hearts and souls of so many people through your own goodness and generosity. Greg and I were talking today about how Julianne wore her 'Sally Red Dress' every day for nearly two years because of her favorite Wee Sing Video! We have joyous photos that remind us of that happy time. :) And we have so many great memories of you and your wonderful family. Gracious lady, our positive thoughts and prayers are with you - one day at a time! Love to you and to your loving family. Pam and Greg
donna dalton said
Pam, I was so sorry to learn that you are fighting leukemia. You beat cancer once and you will again! You have given the world so much with your love of music. Yesterday I gave our 19 month old grandson your 4 CD Wee Sing Book & CD Collection. He was sooo excited; he has been attending 'Music Together' in Portland for several months and loves it. You and your family are in my prayers. The wedding pictures was beautiful that Lindsay posted and your little Olive is adorable. Hugs and love.
You are in my prayers.
Donna Dalton
Thanks so much for posting the pictures. I must say I got chocked up. It was good to see a smile on your face, Pam. Sweet, sweet Lindsay! You are such a strength for your mom. I do thank God for the way you are so loved by your family, Pam. Little Olive is sooo beautiful and sweet and what a joy to look into that face! I will be praying for you as your body fights the fight.
Much love to you!
Caron
The photos are the best! Thank you, again, Lindsay, for the update re what to expect. Pam...You know, in your heart, the support you have from so many of us who have been blessed to be a part of your life for so long. More importantly, you know the strength there for you because of your faith. I can only imagine how difficult the days ahead will be...I know the resources available to you will help guide this part of your journey, ease the pain, and allow you to heal. Take care, mn
Lindsay, What an awesome job you are doing keeping people informed. It is wonderful to know exactly how to pray for your mom. You and your family have been in my thoughts constantly and will continue to be. I have no doubt that every time you are with your mom you bring her smiles and laughter, it is the Beall way!! I want to hang out with you sometime, lets make a date.
Pam, I love you lady! You are in my prayers and my thoughts. My mom and I would like to come and visit you sometime. You are such a blessing to know, I only wish we saw you more. It was so much fun to spend some time, however brief, with you and Lindsay at the wedding shower. Keep a song in your heart (preferably a wee sing song) and a smile on your face. Hang in there, you are so loved.
Bigs Hugs,
Emily Tuttle (Boucher)
Hi guys, just wanted to say hi and that i'm constantly thinking and preying for you. It gives me comfort to know that my Aunt Pam has such a strong faith and spirit. Great blogs Sue, its great to stay updated.
Love you guys,
Randy
Greetings, Pam and Beall Family!
Happy Sunday... what super news from the blog yesterday! Both Coby and I were elated over your news. NO MORE Leukemia!! Wahooooooo!!! Now the docs can take care of the colitis... you're next step will begin. Praying for good test results on Monday. God is awesome! He is totally making it happen as only He can do. Praise God! Let Go and Let God! If He brings you to it, He will bring you through it. May you have a peaceful sleep, Pam. We love you, Phyl and Coby
Hey, Pam. I tried to email you but don't know if it went through. Just wanted to add my WHOO HOO to the good news last weekend. I will continue to lift you up to the Lord for continuous good news! Again, I'm so thankful for this blog because I think of you daily.
Blessings again and again... marianne
Good Morning, Miss Pam!
You have been on my mind all morning! What is the latest report? We are praying you are feeling better after the colitis attack. And what are your next steps?
Thanks for your guestbook note! Yes, I am feeling very blessed right now. The Lord is sure being faithful to us both. And we are so BLESSED to have the Lord leading our journey. All we need to do is hang on and see what He has for us each day.
Tomorrow I have my next set of chemo cocktails. I
think the one light in my body is "The Ghost of Mr Cranky" that will soon have his dim light snuffed out for good.
Be blessed today and take in all of God's wonders.
I love you so,
Phyl
PS Coby sends you his love from Arizona!!
Hi Pam, Just got back yesterday and read your blog. Wow, what a rough go of it you have had. I am beyond thrilled about your bone marrow results! What a Father we have!! We are headed up to Seattle to see our family, but will come see you next week. I am praying for you constantly. Can you believe I am going to miss the book club again? I will see you soon. Love to all your family, Barb
Yo go girl, and get that weight back and keep "flashing" :)
Oh - That dazzling smile is what I meant of course...
Pam,
What can I say I am overwhelmed by all the love and support you have from friends and family. Your daughter Lindsey is amazing...... I just want to you to know that I pray for you each time I think of you. You have a special place in my heart and we are bond for life as sister in Christ. I know that God is caring you even now and He knows best. He will caring you when you think you can't go on....He is faithful to all His promises and You can do all things ever overcome cancer thru Christ who gives you Strenth (Phil 4:13). We all miss you on 7cao but I miss you the most.... Your little angel Simona 7Cao RN
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